overwhelm

Do other people have a handle on their lives? I feel like the more success I get, the more chaos I encounter. I don’t think having a manager to arrange all this stuff would solve it… I think that’s an idea performers have in their head before the fact but actually it’s not a thing.

I got one of those big Post-It stick on the wall poster sheet things and wrote all the things I could think of that I need to work on and it’s a LOT.

But the alternative would be that I could reduce how much stress I have in my life but not being in demand in any way. It’s kind of scary how strong that drive is.

Towards entropy?

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