{"id":31,"date":"2024-01-08T23:10:45","date_gmt":"2024-01-09T07:10:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/?p=31"},"modified":"2024-01-09T00:11:19","modified_gmt":"2024-01-09T08:11:19","slug":"im-not-sure","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/2024\/01\/08\/im-not-sure\/","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m not sure"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I had a very good set at The Good Nite tonight. I wrote out some new jokes on an index card. The crowd was extremely engaged (not because of me, they were like that before I got up). I went last. I was genuinely concerned that I was going to bomb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I started from a place of expressing that genuine concern and the set went very well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am extremely fortunate to be where I am right now; I feel comfortable getting on stage with a few ideas and talking them out and they seem to be entertaining.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But like I&#8217;ve told a few friends and Eric over the last year or so, it&#8217;s slightly scary or unsettling because I&#8217;m not sure what I&#8217;m doing. Or rather, I&#8217;m not sure why it&#8217;s working.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I don&#8217;t know if I ever really over-thought this kind of proficiency in improv or acting. I think with improv I just felt after a decade or so of experience that it started to feel easy to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Standup doesn&#8217;t necessarily feel &#8220;easy&#8221; to me right now, but I have a very high success rate at the moment. Someone asked me tonight &#8220;When is the last time you bombed?&#8221; and while I could remember &#8220;meh&#8221; spots, I don&#8217;t remember the last time I actually full-on bombed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That&#8217;s a sign that I should be taking more risks, which I did tonight by working out some brand new jokes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It&#8217;s all going very well.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But I&#8217;m not sure why.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I had a very good set at The Good Nite tonight. I wrote out some new jokes on an index card. The crowd was extremely engaged (not because of me, they were like that before I got up). I went last. I was genuinely concerned that I was going to bomb. I started from a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31\/revisions\/32"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrisgrace.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}